Drifting Thoughts

2006-04-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

26/4 - Regrets

I know many people are gonna scold me for what i have done...and i dui bu qi them. I wanted to change to being OGL from game IC again and again. So, i dedicate this blog entry to grace and jinhui as i have the obligation to say sorry to them for the amendments.
Haiz, blame it on my undecisiveness. I always like to have the best from both worlds. Example is squeezing all the activities on one day, gg out with different groups of people for a short period of time b4 jumping to another. Been thinking about this matter for the whole freaking day which makes it sux. I went to popular alone after the camp briefing then read a book about improving oneself. And a interesting point it mentioned is to have positive mental attitude and always adapting to cirumstances. Therefore, i promise from now on, i will change it; change my bad habit of dilly-dallying and undecisiveness bcos i am going to join the army in one more yr and its slogan is "ARMY, THE DECISIVE FORCE!"

2006-04-25T01:59:00.000-07:00

25/4 - 2 Weeks break

Haiz been 1 wk already. Now is the real time where i can slack at home and do nothing. Maple, dota, gunbound, rakion all the online multiplayer games have been played non-stop. However, now got a feeling it is soooo useless. HAHA, maybe like what our parents or seniors say, when u get older, u will focus on things other than ur games. yeah from on i gonna focus on me myself and my goals for the next half year without any distractions. Success is for those who work hard on themselves. SuperBand, Superstar, Super YongSiang. ^_^

2006-04-19T18:53:00.000-07:00

20/4/06
yeah yeah i am back after 3 long mths. HAHA i think everyone forgotten about this blog liao nvm i just anyhow write le.
Been busy with tep frm mon to fri and working as Epson promoter (buy printers from me) on weekends. Furthermore, nighttime is for my online game activities to relax. Now it's TIME.....for a break, have a kit-kat.
wahahaha ClubCrawl 2006 just over, come to think of it...they have done a very good job in the sense the sports clubs also get to so called "perform" although space a bit squeezy. Lack of manpower is always the case but they managed to call their classmates to help. Wonderful! still rmb last time i don really have many helpers, just do whatever i can within my limits. 棒！
HOHOHO ytd i found out something impt. Its when a person cannot make time for his/her friends from cca, sch, class; u still can rmb and attain the friendship by doing a lot of things online. Example is testimonials, chatting on msn blah blah.
Time for my mass-testimonialing!!!!!!!! Chiong arh!!!!

2006-01-25T07:14:00.000-08:00

25/01/06

Yeah. First Day of my CNY fair and we made quite a bit of sales...don know whether can say the amount so better don. Been busy the whole morning looking for extension cables and multi-plugs & also helping the rest do the barang barang.

From the look of it, it seems pretty successful even though there are something and somewhere wrong which outsiders cannot see. wahahaha. At the end of it, we cleared up quite fast and i have a hard time removing the scotchtape. Nvm...experience will come in handy.

Something is gg very wrong recently.and i can feel it but not know what is it. That's kinda pathetic. Haiz wadeva lah. What matters will come, and i will face it with my heart and soul.

2006-01-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

4th Jan 2006 - Wed

Haizzz...today sick le. hmmm drag until now. nth to write liao. Only thoughts of sleeping cos whole body ache and feverish. Nitezz...

2005-12-30T03:15:00.000-08:00

Friday 30/12/05

HELL YEAH! i am back due to popular demand. *cheers & applause. Sry for disappearing for 1 mth. Kinda tired & feel like slacking. ok...now lets cont

So fast...it's coming to the end of the yr. i still kinda missed the events i participated in such as Club Crawl, Speakers Series, Polyforum, Sports Fiesta! Sometimes it's kinda funny. I always do things for a goal, a purpose or a motive(gd one of course). But i don think it works out this way. Too goal-focusing will impair u to really look at what is hidden & wreck those basic relationships the whole team should have.

ya maybe that's why i took a different approach towards the Game Masters in Sports Fiesta. People said, "not firm lah, indecisive" but i just took it with a smile because i believed since it is the last event i promised myself i am going to have, i rather end it with a smile with many friends than one who has BULL respect but not really close. Hahahaha =D

Suddenly recalled that at the start of the year, my friend gave me a greeting card hoping that i get a gf. Seems like i am going to disappoint him loh...however, i have been trying my best bah. This kind of thing makes 2 hands to clap so erm..maybe i haven't find the right one bah. Haiz skip this topic.

TEp is not as bad as what my friends have all told me. I made many friends during these few weeks and ya some were pretty hard to work with. Now i am assigned to set up a CNY fair on 25-27 Jan and i have to go find suppliers and get stock. Quite a good exp and besides, i am also using the spare time to play bball. wahehhee.

One more day to New Year! so let me wish everyone one day in advance...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rock on babe! WOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO

2005-09-26T11:30:00.000-07:00

26/9 - OMG

OMG, chalet is tml!!! and i haven't packed my stuff and organise my time yet. Wonder what are my working shifts...hope doesn't clash with chalet and all my things. Haiz, nowadays always play maplesea and dota and work. Doesn't seem to have a life wahahahaha.

There are so many things gg on, revolving in my head. In the next few weeks towards the starting of school, i can feel all the pressure coming to me. lets hope i can manage my time well enough to face the challenge.

MOVIE: 神话 - 这是我的使命 (*Draw out Sword*)

2005-09-15T08:26:00.000-07:00

15/08 - Depressed but Picking up again

Early in the morning i received 2 devastating news.
1. My results dropped DRASTICALLY. First 2 sems all get 3.4 as average. THIS TIME only 3.1 and that means i only scored (3.1*3 - 6.8) = 2.5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for this sem. i guessed i would go ard "showing off" my POOR results. but unusually, i suddenly felt a moment of guilt, a moment of helplessness, as in why did i turn out to be so useless.
2. Grandma received news that my so called distant relative had died due to leukemia. Mobilization of all the families is contacted thru the phone and arranged to go there tonight. He was only 20+ now that he kicked the bucket. I was kinda depressed that life can be so short for some and how we as normal ppl do not cherish our lives.

However, ard 10.30pm while i was gg back home after work at guardian, i saw a disabled trying to cross the road. The first thing i thought was that i still can work hard and achieve what i want but maybe not for the disabled. It also enlightened me that obstacles are for us to overcome and become even STRONGER!!!!!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-11T01:28:00.000-07:00

11/09 - Miserable

I just feel terrible. I failed in everything. Work, Studies, CCA, Love.......oh come on i can go bang wall. AHHHHHHHHHHH DIE EARTHLINGS!!!! BWAHAHAHAHHA

2005-09-10T09:05:00.000-07:00

10/09

Haiz...later 10am working now 9am blogging LOL. Just watched finished the 9pm channel 8 show ytd night and found that the career woman seems a lot like jean. Perfectionist, set a high standard for own self and others, doesn't like ppl to interfere with her decisions...a career woman.

LOL...shoot finish jean must go work le. Hehe, somehow this blog entry seems to be dedicated to jeannie!!! Wahahahahah

2005-09-04T10:48:00.001-07:00

4/8/2005 - End of Comex

Yeah...finally end liao. Total only sold 7 units but i was quite happy with all that com knowledge i learnt. Ram, screen, cost price of most items etc...hehe

I also discovered 2 things unique in a very big fair:
1. Salespersons - Things boil down to "Wadeva" for them cos ppl slash prices or don even look at them
2. Customers - "Why so squeezy?" and they haf to walk ard like crabs(sideways)

HAHA now it's time to look for another job again. The future will be even brighter now....=D

2005-09-03T01:03:00.001-07:00

2/9 - 2nd day of Comex 2005

Worked for 2 days le...still no sales. Haiz, although gained quite a lot of experience and there is basic pay, i cannot feel the achievement there. Maybe bcos my frens in the same booth sold 2 or 3. Haiz, i think tml is sat. There will be more ppl buying and i MUST MUST MUST at least sell 1. If not, i guess i can go bang the wall.
Made frens from the same booth and 1 from the other (intro by ben). Although the work is tiring, lets hope for a better future...and a better tml where i can sell my notebooks

DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED THE PASSION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-29T00:51:00.000-07:00

$_$ issues - 28/08

As i was travelling back home after my work (flyer distributors at blks), i was thinking...why am i working so hard for? Come to think of it...i could haf ask $$$ from my parents if i want to buy sth just like some of my frens. Why not?
Inflation is the Conclusion: Prices of everything are increasing while my parents' incomes are shrinking, asking from them is like taking away their hard-earned income. So i guessed i have to work doubly hard to get what i want and treat it as a challenge.

Inflation!!!! Rental prices gone up, normal cream cakes from $0.60 to $0.90...a 150% increase, and another $0.50 increase for my fried rice at hawker centre!!!!!!!!!!
EARN MORE EARN MORE............
It is my goal i haf to work towards.......
No other desires..............
Just plain work.................

2005-08-24T23:42:00.000-07:00

24/8

It's been quite a long time since my holidays have started. Wasn't really successful in getting a job though. For the past few days, I was wondering maybe i was not that enthusiastic or just plain lazy bah. So, i decided i would work hard and overcome my fear of looking for jobs from now on.
Seeing so many friends getting fit influenced me too. I suddenly rmbed that one committment i said to myself was to train hard after the examination. Maybe i have slacked for too long...i think i would take a step at a time and just accompany them to gym etc until i really chiong my training level. Wahahaha.
Ok bah...lastly i wish huimin and candice would help me on my blog with all those tag boards and music stuff bah. Ty girls...i shall post a tribute for ur now( as huimin always says )...hehe

2005-08-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

Post-exam craziness

13/8 - Sat
Last wednesday was my friend's bdae but exam going on so change the celebration to sat. Slack at home playing com games until with the gang of guys to celebrate at about 7+pm. We played pool at amk central but then changed the venue to hougang so that we can taunt the whole night. =D

14/8 - Sun
Reached home at around 8+am where family still asleep. Doesn't miss the bed even though i didn't sleep for the night. Plan today was to watch movie and fireworks. I took a nap like about 30mins and went for both outings. The different countries' fireworks were elegant and enchanting, capturing the hearts of many people going to marina bay just to watch the fireworks. It was the first time i watched such a beautiful thing with jean, yiting and her frens. With less than 200m from my block, i initally went to 7-eleven to buy sth but changed my mind inside. As i paced home, i accidentally saw one of my sec sch classmate with a gal that i was seemingly chasing that time. I said "hello" and chatted a while. However, the main point is i seemed to be enlightened or u can say Matured for that little instance. Seeing them together made me feel a lot in life is ever-changing and we must be commited in doing watever we want. Anyway, i am happy for them and wish them all the best..

2005-08-13T04:37:00.000-07:00

Now is 3+am and i still playing computer....hahahaa
Haiz exam is finally over but i don't seem to be happy at all. Maybe i have too many things on my mind or too many commitments i set out after the exam.
Haha must thanks huimin for helping me to think of the title: Drifting Thoughts
It's suits me very well and sounds nice too.
Anyway, it's time to play, work, do events BUT definitely not study =p
so...it's my first time making a blog and i got a lot to learn!!!